Its one of those times when i am sunk at the fathom of ocean of philosophy.i am feeling that i ve lost control of my senses. i am feeling enlightened! i have not come to believe this as a loser, that does not either mean that one should stop living.
"life is an existence that has no meaning"
what is that we struggle for all our life?, do we even know what life is, any thing more than a survival, an existence without meaning, delusions! mere delusions.wat difference does it make anyways?, we all are born, and we shall all die. wat will remain is ultimately,just a pot of ash. and what is between, is where we seek pleasure.the universe has existed billions of years,before us, and though shall exist billions of years after.although our solar system is going to die when sun becomes a red giant.and to think, one makes an image in a lifetime, is as funny as it is idiotic. man is far to frail an entity in the world, and people who consider themselves, masters of their destiny are the greatest morons.nobody dies virgin,life fucks everyone and they ll compass that the master of the world is someone else, the master of puppets is pulling the strings.
not everyone has to live as an ascetic, thats not wat i wish to convey. we have chosen to live out the way we please, and we shall. it is only that while we put our efforts, that we should keep in mind that, we are not in control of things, and whatever we do, we are going to end one day. as profoundly as you can understand it, and as early as possible, life will become a lot simpler.
i feel beyond the constructs of mundane joy and pleasure.i feel it that way, you can sign me off as thickheaded, i care two hoots or less about that.
i feel that i am in a state of "Nirvana".
